Feeling worthless?

When do you feel worthless?

For me, I felt worthless when I was not appreciated. You did/do something with no feedback from the other side. But seeing the other party response to someone else's actions just make it harder for you to swallow it. You are left alone, feeling unappreciated.

Perhaps that is what happening to me now. So what to do? Uttering my signature line.."sabar je lah". Think positive on why this thing happened and try to make an empathize conclusion that they had better things to attend to. Perhaps, my needs are not important to someone else's. Or maybe I'm being tested because Allah knows that I can handle it? I like to think so. Just to make myself feel happy. And surprisingly, these thoughts helped :-)


Sabar je lah!

15 Ramadhan


It has been 15 days of Ramadhan. So far so good. I've made good of the nights (I'd missed only 2 nights of Tarawih). Other than that, the transformation of myself had been well.

Malaysian Delicacies

My break fast locations were mixed. Most of the time at home, few times at the masjid (my mom insisted me to go because she is the Masjid AJK), I've been to IKEA buffet, Seoul Bulgogi, Mirza's house and few other places including mamak stalls. Not to mention bubur lambuk Kg. Baru everyday brought home by my dad. Yes, everyday! hehe.. Tonight I'll be joining my batch mates to buka puasa at MCOBA Penthouse. This is one of our annual events and InsyaAllah this year we'll have Tarawih as well (which previously selalu escape due to 'dah biasa' attitude! hehe)

Nasi Kerabu

I must say, this is one of the colorful Ramadhan I've had in these past 4 years. It felt different, nevertheless it is refreshing. If previously in the States, I only ate one chicken dish with rice, now I hardly eat rice, with various dishes and kuih-muih. My favorite so far is...hard to say lah, everything is good! :-) But I love murtabak, nasi kerabu & laksam. Yeah, I'm not a Kelantanese (Kejor yob kejor all the way!) but my taste bud seemingly geared towards KB delicacies. Hmm..to do justice I should fuse both foods together. Perhaps Nasi Kerabu Tempoyak or Laksam with cendol Kuala.


Puasa 15 hari, turun 1.5 kg. Puasa lagi 15 hari turun 3 kg in total. Raya 1 hari naik 2 kg. Raya sebulan...imagine yourself!

Selamat Berpuasa to everyone. Hope you have a blessed Ramadhan. Tahan la nafsu sikit, tak lama dah nak raya! Grab this opportunity to seek Allah's blessing. Oh, one more thing. If you could please make a du'a for me to land a job soon. I've applied to almost 10 companies to no replies. I've started to feel edgy a bit due to lack of attention..hehe..Thank you guys! :-)

Justin Bieber & a spoiled tarawih

I was waiting in line to get my drinks for iftar at Masjid nearby. Suddenly I heard a small voice singing "Baby..baby..baby oooo.." I look around and see no one was making a concert (I meant, no one is singing passionately la..) Then the words were heard again. It was the little boy in front of me who was singing quietly.

That's fine.

But after the boy walk away & take his seat, someone was hymning the "Baby" song behind my back. Haiyoo, the boy had sparked a chain of fans in the line! I looked back & to my astonishment, it was an adult, in his 30's i guess, hymning the whole song from the start. I creep a smile and walk away without showing my face to him.


The incident kept the songs ringing in my ears, throughout the tarawih! Aarghh, there was no Satan to whisper in my ears, but I guess the JB Jinn had caught up to me. Habis tak kusyuk aku! Sabar je la..

p/s: siap ko JB, aku bakar album kau!

Ya Allah, lindungi lah kami dari kejahatan..Lady Gaga & Illuminati

I've been skeptical since the first day Lady Gaga's - Alejandro clip came out. I watched it on MSN USA website and it was spine chilling for me. I don't know why, but I sense something wrong in there. Now I've found an explanation of 1 perspective about the video clip. It is shocking! Click the link and read on.


p/s: this is not a scam that I can hack your computer or something. Please read on if you love Islam. Let Allah shield us from the deceptions of Dajjal. Amin.

What is done, is done!

My favorite quote of the day, (from someone's blog I stumbled upon, if you knew it's urs, pinjam ek..! :-P )

"Remember, you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube."

So basically, what is done, is done. Don't regret, move on with it because the broken had been done, you can't turn back time. Find the solution and learn from it. People make mistakes. But don't be afraid to make mistakes. Learn from your mistakes and vow to not wanting to repeat them again. 

Think before you act. An easy statement that is hard to obey. I often found myself guilty of committing this crime through words. I may utter a very ridiculous statement without thinking, just for the sake of "reasoning"(alasan). Tak bagus, tak bagus.